Consumed

That's it. I am officially consumed by school. These last two weeks are driving me insane. I feel like I'm in the middle of a rector scale 5 tornado. This is psycho. I have WAY too many exams and not enough time to study.

So, really it comes down to this one thing: God.

I can't do this without God. Believe me, I KNOW that in my heart. But, sometimes my overactive mind and imagination go nuts and start doubting God's ability to help me through this period of insanity. The worries of school and academia may seem superfluous to some, but they are real. So much hinges on my ability to perform well on every paper, project and exam.

So, at this time, I cry out to God to give me strength and help me press forward, because, really, I just cannot handle this anymore.

20 days until Gabon!

P.S. - That is the other thing that is driving me nuts. I am juggling school, work, volunteering, job applications and preparations for this trip. I haven't had time to think about packing or anything. BUT, God will work it out!